THE MOST LOVING THING...

I'm sitting here, thinking, preparing, praying for the hardest thing that I will have to do in the near future, for the thing that weighs me down so badly up to this day! I'm scared of what might turn out to be, not sure how to say it so I don't hurt the person, considering the tough things he might be going through right now as well (trying to be in his shoes) - but I need to do this, it will do him good.

Probably what I'm trying to say is that - sometimes in life, the most loving thing to do can "seem" to be the most dare/mean thing to do, especially to those people you claim that you love. Rephrase: The most unloving thing can sometimes be the most loving thing you can do to someone (D told me). So I think this is what I need to do. Scared? Yes! I'm just not a daring person, I tend to feel sorry (that's my weakness!).

I'm now pushed to the edge, no more putting up. Dear God, help me so I can be strong, and help the person so he can be strong as well as understanding.

So Lord to You I call... just can't do this alone. It's too hard Lord!