REGRETS

Alot of things I've said lately bring me regrets. I haven't been godly and sensitive towards what I say to other people - I meant it as jokes but the more I think about it, I knew it wasn't necessary to say those things - because they were just not helpful. I could've been wiser...


Anyway..........

Continue on from my last post, I finally got those transcripts and I felt bad for being so upset with my academic registrar the other day although I had reasons to be, obviously. When I went and collected my documents, she didn't come out to give them to me like she used to (apparently she was having a meeting with someone - purposely or unpurposely? I don't know!), she only passed them through someone. So I couldn't thank her in person for (finally) providing me the stuff I needed. Had to rush to work too, therefore I left. I had alot of thoughts on the train.. I felt bad which I shouldn't.. technically it wasn't my fault; but I did, it's just me.

After work, went home and got on internet and I decided to drop her a brief email just to say "thank you" for those documents, also to apologise for being upset earlier, hoping that she'd understand where I was coming from. The next day got her reply saying that she understood perfectly and felt sorry that it was so difficult for me to get what I needed, and finally wished me luck with my application. Now I feel better that we understood each other.

Being nice is great - but sometimes saying hard stuff in a loving way is wise.